I sneak away from the office at 1.30.
No-one knows my secret. That I'm taking myself out to lunch. Out to a coffee shop somewhere.
To watch.
To wonder.
To observe other peoples realities. Their routines. Their habitudes.
To steep in the knowing that it is a big big world, compiled of individual lives, and their loves and their longings.
I have no idea if anyone is noticing me. Sitting up at a wooden bench, laying out my magazine, my phone, my 'reading glasses' (that I don't really need), my coffee, my baguette stuffed with chicken caesar salad, that cost 50 cents more than a lamp from IKEA. Attempting to look like I'm doing my own thing in my own world. And of course I am. Scribbling unrespectfully in my expensive looking journal.
Suited business men push around fat hot chips and drink coke through a straw. The barista yells "service!", one, two, three times before he delivers the coffees and cakes himself. A nice, hard-working looking chap in a steel blue cheque shirt, tailored just enough to fit the hipster crowd.
I gaze out of the window and welcome the leaden sky, smiling at the thought of the impending winter and the notion of rugging up inside and writing more like this. A car drives past with a triple seven in its registration number - my personal sign that I'm trucking along just fine.
Having enough of their conversation, the business men occupy themselves with their smartphones before paying the bill and heading back to work.
I admire my surroundings in this corner cafe: the song playlist of independent Aussie artists; the white, grey and black chequered floor matching the barista's shirt; the bottles in boxed shelves behind the bar; the distressed look of the mirror advertising Lions Cordials.
My baguette is eaten and coffee drunk and time has gone far too quickly.
I will be back, here and other places, because I realise this I love doing. And I know it for sure.
Mx